Rediscovering My Inner Healer
By Dr. Anna Biela Day 25 Year 2025 Wrocław Time 10:31
Reconnecting with my energy has been a journey—one that’s bringing me back to myself in ways I didn’t expect. In my youth, I was the “Rave Healer.” I’d go to raves, dance all night, get high on the music, and create energy balls to share with those around me. It was a magical time, filled with light, movement, and connection.
Now, years later, I’m rediscovering that same energy, but this time, it’s for me. The healer I was back then is still here, guiding me through what has become one of the most challenging times of my life.
As I work to cleanse my heart and unlock my energy flow, I’ve noticed so much rising to the surface—memories of relationships, moments where things went sour, and the emotional weight they left behind. These impressions linger in the heart, but I’m working through them, feeling the emotions, replacing the stress they caused with love and healing. It’s not easy, but it’s necessary.
I’ve realized how natural this feels, almost like riding a bike. Once you’ve found your balance, you never forget how it feels to let the energy flow. I keep my hands together, palms touching, and let the energy move through and around me. It’s a practice that feels as familiar as it is transformative.
This process is deeply personal, but it’s also a reminder of the magic I once shared with the world—and the magic I still carry within me. Healing myself is a way of reclaiming that power, of reminding myself that I am still whole, still capable of creating light and love, even in the midst of uncertainty.
I’m doing this because I refuse to let fear take over. But when it does, I feel it and recognize the emotion for what it is: fear. I don’t want illness to define me, and while I’m still waiting for answers, I know this energy work is helping me stay strong. It’s helping me focus on what I can control: nurturing my heart, clearing the pain, and allowing love to flow freely again.
The healer in me never left. They’ve just shifted their focus inward for a while and concentrated on art. Honestly, it feels like the most important thing I can do right now is create art. I can’t help but notice how this aligns with HeartGlo. I am cleaning my heart before creating Heart Glow Paintings. This makes a lot of sense now why I have been in a horizontal position meditating for the past few days since my visit to the doctor.
